'That's a look,' said the guy sitting next to me at the bar, 'You look great. How did you come up with that?'
I'm sitting there looking like a gay crusader in a black cloak lined with purple satin, and 40lb of chainmail, including a headpiece. This guy put me on the spot. Why was I wearing it? Well, why wouldn't I wear it?
I turned to this guy and said, 'Because I don't care anymore. I don't care about what people think of me.'
The truth is that I never cared what other people think of me. I've got some mental block in my brain that blacks out other people's opinions. I truly don't give a shit!! Isn't that weird …
Next week I could be wearing a tutu.
You can't beat Cocktail for the beautiful people!! They recently celebrated their 7th anniversary and it was fabulous. And great to see some of my favorite people—Foozie, Lauren Jacobs, Frida Lay and Demanda Bump—all in one room. Kirk took a ton of great pictures and it looks like I'll be running them for weeks. OK, so they won't be topical, but a good picture is a good picture.
So there I am in Touche for the Great Lakes Bears party and I ask this guy if I can take his picture. (Not in paper, as I fucked it up.) Anyway, so the guy says, 'You were in one of my videos.' I'm thinking porn, so I say, 'Oh no, you've got the wrong guy.'
'You're Sukie, right?' I said 'Yes.' He said, 'It was about 12 years ago for the Esther Davis Center. You played the part of a drug addict.'
Then it all came flooding back to me. I was in his video. He'd been hired to make a video for an American Baptist charity and … what can I say? … I needed the money.
So, I'm coming out of the closet as an atheist who appeared in a Christian video. If anyone has a copy, please burn it.
I bumped into my friends from the Gay Veteran's Group at Bucks for the Kentucky Derby party. I don't see these guys all winter, then as soon as the sun comes out, there they are in Bucks, like flowers that bloom in the spring. Hi Michelle! Where do you get those hats?
I've never been sexually attracted to young men. Give me a fat hairy truck driver any day. However, I do appreciate beautiful young men as 'art objects' rather than 'sex objects.' And one of the bartenders at Hideaway is the most beautiful 'art object.' I've never met him, and I don't know his name, but Kirk keeps taking pictures of him and he's just adorable.
Just go to the Hideaway and say hi to him. Now all the readers out there are wondering which one I'm talking about. Ha!
Don't forget White Heat 2, another ChixMix explosion of madness and fun at Circuit this Friday, May 16. JLo's new single giveaways of 'I'm Glad' all night, but also JLo's hot DVD Live from Puerto Rico 'Let's Get Loud' PLUS JLO postcards, JLO special white label remixes and JLO Vinyl.
White attire is encouraged. Sexy dancers, Lights Out Black Light Dance Floor with the new ChixMix lighting guru, Thomas. Sexiest White Attire Contest—most unique contest wins $100. All this and DJ Kid-Xsite.
ChixMix, a party for grlz, but boyz and ev'ry1 else welcome.